| I found a home on the internet during a time
when I thought I was alone in the world. I had stopped letting anyone
see who or what i was. And like any home, it was not perfect. It has not
been a perfect life... but it is mine.
. My mother died in 1992, and I still miss her terribly. I do not feel that i have healed enough. But I am working on it. My father has since remarried, my step-mom is nice and she makes him happy, I guess that is all that matters. . I am a Survivor. And I am healing from the pain and anguish in my life. I am also a self-mutilator, a cutter, when I get stressed, or depressed or just sad... I take a razor and cut myself. Not to kill myself... just to "punish" myself or sometimes just to "feel something." It is a coping mechanism. And no matter how long I have tried to break myself of it. I am unable. I cope the best way I know how. The pages in this web site, have many great links for survivors. . I am a solitary Neo-Pagan as well. I had been born and raised Catholic... but I wised up.... and after much soul searching, have finally found something i can put faith into.... namely, myself. I am more of a "patchwork-Pagan" as I draw my beliefs from many different branches of the tree. I am very much into the faith of my ancestors when they first arrived from Scotland and Ireland and took up residence in the Mountains of West Virginia. And I am branching into Druidism, Witta, and Scottish Witchcraft as well. There are links to various Pagan resources on the site as well. I believe in a Goddess, Gaia (Mother Earth) to be exact. . |
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| I have also come to
terms with my sexuality. I am bisexual.
I am not afraid to tell anyone. My husband supports me totally.
There are some sites listed to give more information.
I am currently involved in a committed relationship and very happy. .
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